COVERING UP....

OHKAY! Its been a while since i parked my butt into the chair and typed like frenzy. I had so much work on my hands. Its finally all over, the exams, and all the stupid stuff, but its over now. Im more than just relaxed. I've been through the best stage of my life as yet. All that i wanted was going on all right. And that includes EVERY SMALL thing!
I'll get them together in points which will be easier for everyone to read:


1. ARSENAL

Man, what a start to the season! A dream start for Arsene and his boys. They are unbeaten in the league, and i wish they are going for another season, undefeated. Fab n others have been so meticulous on the field. Unmatched, they look invincible. This includes the 3-0 thrashing of Sevilla, which otherwise are a very good team. They also over-ran Newcastle United, the magpies. A sorrow moment for them, as Michael Owen has gone to the stretchers again. man, i miss him. Anyways, even without Henry, they are playing like champions. Henry, you'll get the goals, keep your cool, man! You still are the best forward of the world! That stupid Ronaldinho has no work in Barca now, Leo Messi will take care of the playmaking stuff. he can go shite somewhere else. Chelsea lost their precious Mourinho, much to the dismay of Viren. lolz
i wanna see the look on his face. Enough for soccer, or I'll keep going on forever. Let me turn to other points.


2. Songs


Man, I've gone crazier. I've started listening songs that I hated before. I can't help it! Their wordings are so-so true! Man, it feels as if everyone in my condition has appeared out of nowhere on the world. Everyone's helplessly in love. lolz. its all so stupid. BUT!! BUT!! BUT!! Its great to be in it. I mean, atleast there is one person apart from you that you care about. and eventually, you care for her even more than you care for yourself! You start to get hallucinations that she's in some sort of danger, or whatever! I feel crazier than ever, but elevated than ever too! These songs help me get along well. I usually grab up Vipin's phone in class, I aint least interested in the lectures, they are SO BORING! Stupid....I just care about the logic (remember something?) Anyways, I've started liking hindi songs too, it seemed improbable a few months ago. The english are etched in my skin, they wont go away anywhere but still...Hindi take away the cake in some places. Moving on.....


3. Cricket


Well, guess what, a week before the start of Super eight in T20 world cup, i wrote in my orkut "about me" section that i wish India wins the world cup atleast once as i can't stand the stupid sorrowfull faces of millions of Indian cricket fans. well, IT GOT ANSWERED!! And i came to know another thing from that world cup. Actually two, one is, that AUSTRALIAN CRICKETERS ARE A BUNCH OF SORE SISSY BOY LOSERS WHO GO CRYING TO THEIR MOMMY'S IF THEY LOSE ... BASTARDS! and yah, the second thing....man .... SHE likes CRICKET!! how weird is that! i never thought of such a thing! I mean, come on! She luks so damn SERIOUS! I feel that if i say something wrong, she'll hit me or summin.....She likes cricket.....i still haven't got over that thing! YOU ROCK, GAL! Now, before i drift away in her thoughts, lemme continue.....



4. My friend AMIT


Man, i still feel like an idiot when i think why i fought with him. We've been buddies so long, I never even gave that a thought. Well, forget all that, we've had our pact, and buddies again. Screw the world, man....there was just so much tension around my birthday this time. And the stupidest and most weird thing, that she wished me for the first time in my life. I never hoped it to go this way. I thought it could have been a touch better. 10 messages and 5 calls doesn't just do it. It was pretty gloom at the time. With Lalli and Viren gone, school no more, i just miss hanging out. No more Bailey wisecracks and no more insulting teachers on their backs. College is going on fine but i guess i ain't still adjusted to all that. Maybe I'll get over that once....never mind, dad says we cycle our friends every 5 years.....but the school friends stay......man, i just wish my life would be just normal. It is, at the moment, swinging in the extremes. Now, i'll move to the last and MOST important point.


6. AGAIN, ITS HER


I aint giving out any details here this time...it's too personal; not to me, to her. i ain't betraying her for anything! She's too priceless to be lost. Well, considering that I don't have her, and don't have any intention of having her. I'm too careless and I'm afraid I might break her tender heart. ironic, isn't it? She's my world, and i ain't wanting the world. That's how it goes. I just want to be away from all this, oblivious...But as I stated, I get stupid dreams....and i'm forced to turn back. Lolz...not the kindaa song that i hoped to start (Blow me away - breaking benjamin started)
The song's about a guy who's asking God how to survive In a hell that he thought to be heaven. There's a line...."ONLY THE STRONGEST may survive" man, i love this line. I don't think i'm the strongest....infact, i'm the weakling here, doing nothing. Cz i ain't in a position to do anything. You know, whenever i try to help, i just end up in a position much worse than what i was in before. I don't still know, how to save her soul, what will please her or anything. I wish i could be a bit more informative!
PEACE! I'm sure she'll find a way out and quickly too! She's got the world's best friends. i still am amazed by the caliber she has of selecting friends. She's so precise in doing that. I wish i inherit that trait from her in any form. That'll help me so much in life. She told me to have a positive frame of mind....sorry, gal.....i haven't managed to MAINTAIN that yet....it still keeps dawdling here and there. I'm just counting down time till the funeral you can say ... :)





ALL RIGHT!

so, that's the end of it all.....interesting, eh? LEAVE COMMENTS!